Order in Chaos

Sitting here in the dark at my parents place watching a movie called Chaos. It is actually pretty good with one of my favourite actors in it, Jason Statham. He is really good, especially in the Transporter movies where he is as badass as anyone can be. Ryan Philippe is in it too, and he's relly good aswell doing his part of the cute and smart sidekick.

It's been an interesting day, I've dined with a good friend and then sat with another friend in the park just chatting and saying goodbye before my big day tomorrow when I'm leaving. I wouldn't say im nervous, but a bit scared. Of all the roads for me to take I wouldn't think any of them would leave me to undertake this jorney tomorrow. It's with a bit of a heavy heart that I'm leaving, but it must be done so therefore I do it.

Don't feel like sleeping, so I'll watch the movie and then I might just surf the web for anything about Miami and what I might get to do over there. Watch pictures of beaches and thinking of what kind of tattoo to get. Yes mom, I'm probably gonna get a tattoo over there, and I know you don't like it, but still it is my choice. I've got a 15 hour flight waiting for me in the morning, should be fun enough. The Ipod is stuffed with new music, I've got a new book to read and hopefully they will serve something edible on the flight so I'm all set. Not the least nervous, just thoughtfull of the reasons.

Order in Chaos, hehe feels like it has a nice ring to it when I am leaving for a city with pretty much of chaos in it to find the order within myself. Paradox, but perhaps that is what I need. Chaos theory states that seemingly are random events, in the end might lure a pattern. I can't see any order in the chaos that has made a swirl of my life the last couple of months, but perhaps there is a meaning to it all. If that is the case, I can't wait to see it.

Goodnight all and sleep with the angels....

"I have to ask you a question. It's a good one so think about it. If two people love each other, but they just can't seem to get it together, when do you get to that point of enough is enough?"

"Never"

The mexican, Brad Pitt and Julia Roberts